Swimsuit season will be here before you know it.  I started looking on line and then realized, I don’t have to be looking for swimsuit solutions for size D breasts.  In fact, I don’t even know what I will be looking like until after February 18th, 2015, when implants are placed or known as the exchange.

Expanders are starting to get really uncomfortable.  I am at 400 cc and these fluid filled plastic footballs are really starting to bother me.  Feels like the plastic edges are cutting into the muscle in some areas.  I want to spread my arms out all the time or place my hands on my hips to give my chest some relief.

What is really, really difficult to comprehend and get accustomed too is how I can flex my expanders, just like a guy flexing his chest/pecs.  Not only can I flex my chest voluntary, but I sometimes do involuntary, like trying to twist off the lid of a pickle jar.  It is quite embarrassing.  Hahaha.  Oh, well.  🙂